I really can't begin to say how sorry i am that i have to make this decision.

I just can't seem to forget . . .
I can't understand how quickly u picked urself up like nothing ever mattered between us.
Perhaps u were always the stronger one and it was me that needed you more.

Was i still hoping for something to happen? Even i'm not sure.
But i am sure about one thing, I have to do something before this feeling inside me consumes me

So i'm sorry that i have to deal with this the only way i know how.
To retreat to a world without you,

I would like to let go of every single memory of us so that in time i will forget.
Set myself free,
free from hope,
free from desire,
free from any future expectations that will lead to false hope.

Free to move on

But for now, I would like to take away all traces of you from my life,
To fabricate the lie that we never were,
to make each day a bit easier for me.

I will force myself to forget,
and vow that I Will Forget.
I promise myself that this will be the last time i feel this way.
Yes this will be the last time.