Someone brought it to my attention that if i don't give myself time to be upset, i'll never get over it because it would constantly haunt me.

The first steps to standing up again are never easy, but it'll get easier.
Each day, i forget a little bit more, Memories dull a little bit more.
Each day, i spend less time brooding over what might have happen, if things would have turned out differently if we had chose to live by a different decision.
But instead each day, i need less convincing that the decision we made was the correct one.


Each day, i'm learning to smile and laugh again :) without you.



Someday, i will be confident enough , strong enough walk away from all of this.
Walk out of the shadows.
Looking back with a smile and to say that i did the right thing
But it all starts with small baby first steps,
Stumbling and learning along the way,