Hey guys,
Its been some time since i last blogged,
Tied up with reservist , new work place and other things.

Firstly let me start off by saying that i'm single again , and yes this might be running all your heads ==> Andy's done it again ... Went off and hurt another girl ... All i can say is that , the relationship wasn't what i expected it to be.
Too fast , moved on too fast. Now i'm slowing down my pace and enjoying my frens and life, but that doesn't mean that LOVE CAN"T FIND ME RITE ??crapz ...
Anyways , she was a good girl and due to work commitments , i really can't take out enough time for her. So i ended it , won't be fair for her , neither is it healthy to have one party constantly giving without taking something back in return.


Lemme tell all u happily attached people out there, BEING SINGLE AROUND FESTIVE PERIOD SUX!!
It SUCKS SUX SUCKS
there .. i got it off my chest .... haha

Catching up with army buddies and poly frens, i think my sec sch fren meeting is coming up soon, so yea trying to make amends for time lost with them.

But thru all of these events, its beginning to dawn on me that , some people whom perhaps i have known for the longest number of years, yea sure they call as a buddy or as a fren, but when the devestating things happen in your life, they always nv seem to be around.
Always too busy with school , busy with their own life , now that they are working busy with work, never really bother to keep in contact, but once in a blue moon when they are free , they expect everyone else to fit into their schedule and come out and meet up. Giving very pekchek when people can't make it, or worst , can't even be bothered.
So these still considered buddies ? Perhaps a long time ago, but for now , non of them earned a spot in my heart.

Perhaps i'm guilty of that as well, but for the few of you whom i've tried to reach out to, i'm sure that you guys are worth it.

OK ...... year 2009
Lets see , bad year for the economy , blah blah, expect no bonus . . blah blah ...
But i'm happy at work, i dun really care that i find myself doing some work after office hours, i'm happy with it.
THANK YOU for letting me make the right choice to find myself in this circle of people.
Understanding, patient yet fun loving. I finally understand what it is to work in an environment where you would want to try to give your best. =) i'll try my very best

Ok i woke up on the 1st day of 2009 and looked in the mirror ...
Oh boy, i didn;t like what i saw
You know how people enhance/upgrade components in their cars , laptops , bikes?

I'm looking for a body upgrade and to give myself this present before my own birthday. New BODY COMING UP hee hee crapz means have to diet ... I HATE DIETING .... but for the vanity of it , i shall endure

Exercise and 2009
As promised 10km races this year
Completed my stan chart medals =) yuppie!
Decided to postpone triathlon to next year
Aiming to get the IPPT Silver Award, so i can go buy some more stuff ahaha

There is this person whom i would like to give thanks to, he might not be reading this but i just want to say a big thank you to mr hockie.
Sad to admit but he is one of the reasons i'm still running :p , should have quit running a long time ago but he was the one who pushed me on for each race. Regardless of the timing , for me to have accomplished these running events are without a doubt, thanks to him.

Friends and 2009
I'm proud to say that in the start of this new year, its off to a good start for friendship. So let it continue

Love and 2009
I think i'll be honest and just say that , i don't think that i'm over my previous relationship yet. I need time to be sad , i need time to grieve , i need time to find myself again.
Close to 4 years of all the good and bad times, at the turn of 2009, i realise that i gotta learn to embrace all of them instead of trying to chuck them aside.
Because in each of these memories, are feelings which cannot be replaced , a love which cannot be broken , frozen in time belonging to only the 2 of us. haha but knowing her, she most prob won't remember any of them having replaced all of them with new memories.
So ~~~~~~i'm lucky to have them all to myself!

I couldn;t move on as fast as she did, so i'll do what i do best =) let her walk ahead of me. If she is reading this,
aja aja fighting !~~! =) jia you

Finding myself is an all new journey all together ! haha i will make 2009 a BETTER YEAR!

Oh yea ... APRIL and RAF .. i'm so proud of u!! haha 21km worx .. YEA!!