Sad to say that my upperstudy has left and in the months here , i've yet to fully grasp wat it is i am suppose to handle.

Starting from the day he left, i've resolved to clean up this project once and for all. Starting with documentation , as in proper documentation and not the half fuck shit which everyone seems to be passing around.

Next shall be cleaning up the code , yes i am aware of the saying " if it ain't broken , dun fix it" but i feel that i should and it will give me a more through understanding. Its gg to take a while , but i'm gg to get it done.

Surprisingly working Sat and Sun , seem to bring a piece of mind to my trouble self. I might unknowningly be a workaholic.

Gotta enjoy the process and not worry about the end point. Life is nothing but a journey right? So whats the point of rushing through it? Even through bad times, gotta slow things down and take it in my stride.

Not let my past bring me down . Yup been down there for some time now , gotta try to find myself again, happiness should not elude me for this long.
Maybe i shouldn't be looking for happiness , should just let it come to me , and as for myself , i should be happy =) *forced smile* ok ..... fine ..... i'm working on it

=) Jia you